Wednesday 29 July 2009 "the real biggest fear"

i should thank God when the dreams are made and feels like real. but it comes to a biggest fear when i dreamt about her asking for an end. it's been a scariest dream ever. it makes me wake up for suddenly and hardly thinking about it. yea it might sounds so gay but you wont say so if you feel what i feel. i just could not imagine how if that'll come to real life. wtf. now i'm started to be such a paranoid person. yet,i still the same person that protective to the one i love. i'm crossing my finger for not being far from her. i dont want for an end , for any reasons.